Thursday, December 29, 2005

What's Happening????....

What is going on? Do we see each other too much? Did I say something wrong? Maybe it's just me but I think that we are having problems. It's no ones fault. We have no one to blame. But maybe if we figured out what is happening we can try to fix it. It just seems like we have all be short tempered and snappy and feelings have been hurt as well as friendships. Maybe I'm am just imagining this because I have been kinda out of it recently but I really don't know.

What I do know is that I love each and every one of you guys. You all mean the world to me. We shouldn't let these things get to us. Let's just get through this little bump in the road. Maybe it's just me and I'm on like sex butterflies or something but I don't know. Maybe we won't ever know....

GOO GOO DOLLS LYRICS
Better Days

And you ask me what I want this year
And I try to make this kind and clear
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
Cuz I don't need boxes wrapped in strings
And desire and love and empty things
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cuz everyone is forgiven now
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

And it's someplace simple where we could live
And something only you can give
And thats faith and trust and peace while we're alive
And the one poor child that saved this world
And there's 10 million more who probably could
If we all just stopped and said a prayer for them

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cuz everyone is forgiven now
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

I wish everyone was loved tonight
And somehow stop this endless fight
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cuz everyone is forgiven now
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

Sunday, December 18, 2005

Lost...

Yeah Sawyer... He todally kickes butt...
Sawyer
You Are Sawyer. You're a realist, not an idealist.
Sarcasm, wit, and leers run rampant whenever
you are around. Whether it's making a racist
remark or shooting a polar bear, you're sure to
leave a lasting impression on those around you.
Add a cigarette and some beard stubble, and the
formula for redneck charm is complete.


Which Lost Character Are You?
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Sunday, December 04, 2005

Christmas Is Coming....Yeah! or I Might Die....

These past few weeks... or should I say months have been chaos. More busy than ever. Don't get me wrong they've been full of adventures, memories that will last a life time, and more laughing then I have ever done in my life... But at that cost of my sanity...? I'm kidding but it does seem like it wont ever end. You keep saying just make it past the play and it's after the play so I should be ok. Right? Wrong... It seems even worse... I have even less time to relax. I haven't slept in for 3 weeks, if not longer... And even when I have a few hours to sleep I can't because I'm caught up on catching up... I feel like my days are worthless. I don't get anything done. I just add to what I have to do. Can I survive until Christmas? Can my body hold up until Christmas? Hopefully... Hopefully I can just survive until after SAST...Stupid Bench... Anyway I just want to say that I love you guys... Maybe that's the only way to survive... If I keep getting to see you...